Break

Eventually we break. 

I'm breaking

Into thousands of directionless pieces

Not neatly like these lines

Not in a way that is traceble like glass

Just broken out and into space

And then collapsing in again and then I feel it burning

Directionless

Hopeless

Yearning

Held together with packing tape for a long

Long time

The heat of question marks buzzing inside

Colliding and filling the space tucked so tightly

Until finally I break again

Wide open

Tape flying

The thousand pieces gone and confused

Raging to ruin the modicum of a life 

Everything I built

From the bottom up, tear it apart

Ruin it all

Broken

Then flown back together to rebuild this heat

Never forgetting breaks past

A need to press on 

Warring

Always

With the need to ruin and destroy

Battling to the early end 

Of me

The beasts pressing and stretching my heart apart

Never to be tamed together

Never to be torn asunder

Only battling ever on

At least until I break forever

Broken there

On the floor

In the water

In the void

In the deserts of sand or snow

Deep within the cycling earth

Forever until I'm truly broken

Like a doll forgotten and discarded

Lying there upon the floor

They hiss and roar

And I break.